| WELL ITS BEEN AWHILE... ITS MY FIRST NIGHT HERE IN FLORIDA ITS KINDA REALLY WEIRD CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT YESTURDAY I WAS IN MY BED IN CALIFORNIA... I'M PRETTY SAD RIGHT NOW. I MISS MICHELLE ALREADY.. I WANNA TRY TO COME BACK TO CALIFORNIA NOW BUT I HAVE TO PROVE TO EVERYONE THAT I CAN DO THIS. BESIDES I'LL SEE MICHELLE ON THANKSGIVING, PART OF CHRISTMAS MAYBE, AND SHES COMING OUT HERE FOR SPRING BREAK SO ALL I HAVE TO DO IS DO MY SCHOOL WORK AND FOCUS ON OTHER THINGS OTHER THEN HOW MUCH I MISS MICHELLE AND HOW MUCH I LOVE HER AND HOW MUCH I WANNA MOVE BACK AND HOW MUCH I THINK I FUCKED UP AGAIN... BUT ANYWAYS I'M TRYING... I REALLY LOVE HER REALLY BAD AND I THINK I'M GOING TO CRY.. I HOPE SHE DOESN'T GET OVER ME THAT WOULD BE EXTREMELY SAD I WOULD CRY FOR DAYS AND YEARS.. I LOVE HER SOO MUCH... I HOPE WE GET MARRIED... I'M DETERMINDED TO MAKE THIS HOPE A REALITY...
Love Chris |
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